I'm insecure as **
I wanna ** this **
But I'm scared thinking how early I might nut
She a ten plus but she starve morning when I get up in them guts
I'mma tell that ** hush
That morning gonna make me nut quicker
Oh you moaning girl I ** with you
Insecure that's why I'm off the liquor
That's why I pop ** pills when I hit a stripper
I'm insecure is it right
Insecure cause I'm from the streets but wanna change
But ** that I'mma stay the same
Cause if I change ** gonna try to play with their name
Insecure keep my feelings in the dark
'Cause ** being played I can't give you my heart
When those tenny can't fish bowl with the sharks
Behind it I'm clutching ready to spark
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as **
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as ** love
I got ball with ** I was on the benches with
I got cars saying jiggy really killing **
Not a fraud bodyguard how I kick this
I'm not this tall your ** could tell you where my inches went
I'm not involved put my all into this energy
Rest in pistol my flaws stand in front of my fears
And we facing off trying to keep appearances
The image is raw gotta be peaceful
'Cause mentally I've been in a war
I'm insecure with claustrophobia walls closing in
Wrote a song and it felt like me and god holding hands
Put my wrongs in my writings
I don't know if I belong working on myself belief
I always thought that I was strong
And I was taught that as a man you gotta take one to the chest
With a smile even if you **ed up
Keep stepping as a child
I used to be defensive and deflective acting out
I guess I was affected indirectly but for now
I got to get my vision restored
I took a risk and didn't get the reward
Your validation and attention is foreign
No need it is null and void but I'm not for sure
Am I immature maybe
I'm insecure oh
I'm insecure as **
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as **
I'm insecure
Nah you don't even know the half
I mean it's a shame mister ray didn't cast me
S j s survivor looking peculiar
On my way to sixth grade
You know middle school kids are cruel
All they did was harass me
I ain't get bullied or nothing
I was down to take it outside
But all the pretty girlies I wanted was either laughing at me
Or passing me by leaving me on the far side
Like it was a joke to get close to me
Yeah I played it off held it in well
But I was crying inside
It's hard being soft lot of my homies were supposedly **ing
I was just jacking off on all that ** dot com
My god now I'm a famous rapper
And I can have any woman I want
Except for the woman I want probably what
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as **
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as **
I'm insecure
The gentleman's club represents a new era
I'm not the same person you knew me to be
Think of this club as a place men go when they're ready to talk
Talk about things you'd never expect us to
Uncomfortable things
I'm insecure as **