awful

Maybe i'm not the bad guy But i'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what i get for being thoughtful Maybe i'm not the bad guy But i'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what i get for being thoughtful I can't even see right now, messed up How i'm gonna walk when i can't get up In the hall, i'm a student Lights off watch your whole movement And you treat me like a bad guy Gotta keep my head high Everyone on standby Nobody to standby Gotta keep a hold of myself If i would've let go, you would have fell Push the bullshit into my head Never listen to what you said Check the bullshit into my head Never listen to what you said Oh i felt like tried so hard But its never enough or a little bit too much I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling Cut my skin like its peeling Heartbeat pull it out my chest See? Crush it into mess We never really meant I rip open your legs Meat eat it oh so fresh Bleed run myself to death See? Ain't it oh so blessed? She opened up my head Maybe i'm not the bad guy But i'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what i get for being thoughtful Maybe i'm not the bad guy But i'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what i get for being thoughtful