Lyrics: Beau Fritzsche
Music: Beau Fritzsche
Even though I'm laying in my bed
I wanna go home
And live in your head
Cause if I didn't I'd be alone
I feel so indifferent
But at the same time I don't
I've made it my mission to understand why
Out of all of the feelings I chose alone
I know that you've made some progress on your mental health
And I don't want to undermine that
But I still think of calling
I sort of feel guilty every time I think of you
Wish I could have talked things through
Instead of calling it off
Cause when you un-added me I almost had a panic attack
Realized I'd lost something I couldn't get back
And it haunts me
Even though I'm laying in my bed
I wanna go home
And live in your head
Cause if I didn't I'd be alone
I feel so indifferent
But at the same time I don't
I've made it my mission to understand why
Out of all of the feelings I chose alone
I try not to give a f*ck
But I can't sweep you under my rug
And when I try it makes no difference
Cause you loved me
Even though I'm laying in my bed
I wanna go home
And live in your head
Cause if I didn't I'd be alone
I feel so indifferent
But at the same time I don't
I've made it my mission to understand why
Out of all of the feelings I chose alone