Lonesome

Lyrics: Katie Ford Music: Katie Ford Maybe I’m just afraid to be alone Just cry in my bed at night Maybe I don’t have any trust Toward this lame society I wish I was brave like you You’re really so with it I wish I could talk like you You’re really so together I wish I could I wish Running to my house Screaming at myself Holding all my pills Cramming ‘em down my throat Running to my house Screaming at myself Holding all my pills Cramming ‘em down my throat Maybe things really change I thought I was not the one Maybe I don’t know how to act To meet your expectations I wish I was cool like you You really are so with it I wish I could be like you You’re really so together I wish I could I wish I think I lost all of my thoughts But you keep pushing me I think I lost all of my thoughts But you keep rejecting me Running to my house Screaming at myself Holding all my pills Cramming ‘em down my throat Running to my house Screaming at myself Holding all my pills Cramming ‘em down my throat Running to my house Screaming at myself Holding all my pills Cramming ‘em down my throat