Lyrics: Meredith Henderson
Music: Michael Clampitt/Meredith Henderson/John Matalone
I have no love to give
Nothing to seek
There’s no god coming for me.
Still numb to it all
To the strangers I meet
Fake conversations
With your tongue in cheek
Screaming internally
I’m sick of it all
Somebody please kill me
What do you want?
What did you expect?
Bleed me dry
And then bore me to death
You made me look pathetic
When I begged you for your forgiveness
So good ****ing riddance
I’ll never forget
That you left at my lowest
It’s ****ing embarrassing
Thinking you meant anything
You left me with nothing
While I roam the room
Hearing every excuse
How the **** can you just sit there and convince yourself
That you’re telling the truth
and it was always me and it was never you
I would hate you if I could
So we’ll say nothing some more
While I mourn a loss
Of someone
who doesn’t care anymore
You just don’t get it
You know you're so pathetic
Maybe you’ll learn to accept it
When you keep it copacetic
Yeah I’m apathetic
when you're so pathetic
you just don’t get it
when you keep it copacetic
Anger only grows.
It's burning in my bones.
A pain you'll never know.
So many nights I'd sit and fantasize your ghost.
Extortionist, Vctms, 2026 mother****er, go.
You'd stand in front of me and stare as I spit out my ****ing teeth.
Waiting to take another piece.
Another part of me that wasn't yours to keep.
Still bleeding. Still seething as long as you are still breathing.
I hope your heart stops beating. Maybe then I would escape this ****ing pain.
I will not sleep until you're rotting down underneath.
**** you for every memory that you've taken away from me.
You made me look pathetic
Begging for your forgiveness
So good ****ing riddance
I’ll never forget
That you left at my lowest
Too stubborn to admit
I would have given anything
To have you again
I know that I should
I would hate you if I could
I have no love to give
Nothing to seek
There’s no god coming for me.
Still numb to it all
To the strangers I meet
Fake conversations
With your tongue in cheek
Did you enjoy it?
while I sobbed on my knees
You sat there and lied through your teeth
Love is ****ing embarrassing
I know you loved when i watched you leave
And you were right
I ****ing hate you
I'll never forget that you left me at my lowest
I'll never forget when you became such a bitch