Lyrics: Cody Riser
Music: Cody Riser
Until you stared at your reflection with a pistol to your temple
You don't know that if it's life or if it's death that you resemble
I look deep inside my soul, squeeze it tight but I couldn't pull
That trigger for nothing, I must be good for something
I swear I cried for help
I ****ing tried to tell
Everyone that I was really drowning
Just to learn no one cared about me
What sucks is I'm who fell
For the lies of times they'd tell
Me I'll be there anytime you need me
Then when I did, no one came to save me
I had one locked in the chamber, no missed calls or unread texts
In the mirror I see no stranger, just a man who tried his best
They won't answer texts or calls when you're crying to be saved
But would drive a thousand miles just to see you in your grave
I swear I cried for help
I ****ing tried to tell
Everyone that I was really drowning
Just to learn no one cared about me
What sucks is I'm who fell
For the lies of times they'd tell
Me I'll be there anytime you need me
Then when I did, no one came to save me
(Someone save me)
I swear I
Never pictured my life like this,
in a room with a gun in silence,
but my life's in a crisis,
I'm just caught in between life and lifeless,
I stare at my reflection,
in this image I resemble,
numb from all the pain but I can feel that pistol to my temple
Trauma gave me anger from the hugs I never got,
lickin love off all these razors,
cleanin every ****ing spot,
as I go to pull the trigger I just think about my baby,
close my eyes and scream to God to
Save Me!
(Forgive me!)
I swear I cried for help
I ****ing tried to tell
Everyone that I was really drowning
Just to learn no one cared about me
What sucks is I'm who fell
For the lies of times they'd tell
Me I'll be there anytime you need me
Then when I did, no one came to save me