Yeah I promised you the moon and the stars then I crashed the ship
Left a hole in your chest where my ghost used to sit
Lit a Newport just to watch something burn that wasnt us
Ashtray full of half truths and half smoked luck
Woke up Tuesday afternoon didnt know what day it was
Cracked phone screen lighting up your name but I couldnt pick it up
Pizza box on the floor like a monument to my decline
Said Id be your rock but I crumbled every single time
Remember when I told your mom Id buy you that big house
Now Im washing down regret with whatever numbs my mouth
Same stained hoodie three days straight circle of a sad routine
Replaying every argument I caused like a broken machine
You looked at me like I was still the man you first believed in
But I was just a tenant in this body barely breathin
Fridge humming louder than my will to get up off this couch
Your voice cut through the static baby show me the way out
You grabbed my face and said I see you in there fighting
Stopped my spiral with your hands stopped my soul from dying
Now I wake up with a purpose stronger than the pain
Let me be the man who earns your faith again
Stopped counting empty bottles started counting reps at the gym
Traded self destruction for a future I wanna drag you in
Got my old man a job interview practiced in the mirror twice
First time I said Im sorry and it actually meant something nice
The ceiling fan dont look like a countdown to the end
It just spins while we laugh about nothing just me and my best friend
You pinned a sticky note on the fridge says kill it today babe
Now every morning starts with purpose not escaping my own brain waves
Enrolled in night class learning skills that build a real career
Same hands that couldnt open doors now steering crystal clear
Your patience is a garden that I almost let the weeds consume
But you watered dead roots till something beautiful could bloom
Told me fall seven stand up eight youre not your worst mistake
So I rebuilt my foundation stronger after every quake
This aint a fairytale recovery some days the shadows win
But when you hold my hand the light crawls back in through my skin
Got a plan now got a path that aint paved with self disgust
You saw a diamond in the rubble and you taught me how to trust
You grabbed my face and said I see you in there fighting
Stopped my spiral with your hands stopped my soul from dying
Now I wake up with a purpose stronger than the pain
Let me be the man who earns your faith again