shadow (said and done)

Lyrics: Lilly Dupras/Ellis Pearson Music: Lilly Dupras/Ellis Pearson and i try to see all the sides of it but i keep coming back to your paradigm its all that i wanna be but i cant stop performing if i change my mind ill feel confined i already don't like who i'm becoming so i try to see all the sides of it let me know if its working and i think i was getting bored of just waiting for what’s in store so you can pull the car over and drop me off when you’re ready do i really wanna go yet or has it ever been my choice? whatever happens now i promise i’ll be on my way i feel like i'm just stuck in one place, because you left without a trace, am i really making the right choice? or am i just running from that void? oh! is this really what you wanted? should i be happy getting nothing? i think its to feel the way i do about you and i see you up front while i just fade into the backdrop i’ve just a shadow now whats said and done is true (said and done is true) (but i keep coming back to your) (paradigm) (its all that i wanna be) (but i cant stop performing) (if i change my mind) (ill feel confined) (i already don't like who i'm becoming) (so i try) (to see all the sides of it)