i almost called you

Middle of March it's four in the morning I almost called you because I can't sleep I feel the earth is constantly changing She moves so fast that I can barely breathe I miss your voice, and our conversations On inner thoughts and the constellations I almost called you because I can't sleep But I'm afraid if you answer, I won't speak I tried to be a hero fending for my emotions But am I villain in your eyes tryin' to save them? I gave my thoughts up to God for solutions I thought he promised So am I a martyr For being honest? Promise we'll be okay Maybe not today Maybe not today Just promise we'll be okay Maybe not today Maybe not today I feel the earth is constantly changing She moves so fast I barely breath I miss your voice four in the morning I almost called you I can't sleep Promise we'll be okay Maybe not today Maybe not today