Lyrics: Julia Breen
Music: Matthew Oriente/Miles Dominici/Nathan Porter/Benjamin McNamara/Jake Ludington
Doing this is what I’ve always wanted
That’s the scariest part of all of it
But you’re here now, and there’s no way out
Cuz we’ve already started digging down
And I’m anxious, tried again and again
But I’d put it all on black that this time’s different.
I would think I’d know it all by now
And I would hope It’d figure itself out
Because uncertainty drives me to insanity
Serenity’s where the future’s all over now
Tachycardia just points it out
But you’re here now, and there’s no way out
Cuz we’ve already started digging down
And I’m anxious, tried again and again
But I’d put it all on black that this time’s different.
I would think I’d know it all by now
And I would hope It’d figure itself out
Because uncertainty drives me to insanity
Serenity’s where the future’s all over now
Tachycardia just points it out
And I would think I’d know it all by now
And I would hope It’d figure itself out
And still instead of feeling relief
There’s remnants of grieving for those I’ve left behind by getting out
Sometimes I question my whole purpose and wonder if it’s worth it
Well it’s too late, the future’s over now