Lyrics: Jennifer Akpofure/Jordan Anthony
Music: Sameen Rauf
JayDot Geek/Jenn Carter - Fighting My Demons
I watch the moon, let it run my mood
Can't stop thinkin' of you
I watch the moon, let it run my mood
Can't stop thinkin' of you
Get that nigga right there
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing
Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I' leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'
Hit the block for a minute that shit got old
Pills took a drum my heart been gettin' cold
No one around me could say that I fold
Better ask around, I put on a show
It ain't makin' me money, I left it alone
I ain't have no choice, this life wasn't chose
I be perc crazy, I won't overdose
Momma found a gun, she kicked me out my home
I ain't have no heat, I turned on the stove
I know how it feel when your pockets is low
Wasn't makin' no cents but I trapped in the snow
I ain't tryna make friends, I'm tryna take a soul
Tryna leave me to rot, I'm forever gon' grow
My money move fast but a nigga move slow
Thinkin' 'bout the past, shit give me the chills
Like to be alone 'cause I still gotta heal
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing
Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I' leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'
Grah, I just need me a reason (reason)
Misunderstood so I'm tweakin' (tweakin')
Stuck in my thoughts, I'm on the deep end (deep end)
Hunnid miles on the dash, I don't know why I'm speedin' (speedin')
And it feel like I need me a trophy (trophy, damn)
I don't pop pills 'cause I know Imma OD(OD)
And my mind, I been losin' it slowly (slowly)
And I can't trust a soul 'cause these niggas be phony, grah (phony, b***h)
Dark nights, no, we couldn't escape
Niggas turned snake, I had to get away (away, like)
I stopped sharin' that food on my plate (plate, b***h)
Sensitive thoughts, I feel it every day (day, like)
Told my momma, "I gotta be great" (great, b***h)
Feelings restricted, feel like it's in chains (chains, what?)
Different money, but know I won't change, grah!
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing
Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I' leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the shit that I'm seeing
Murder with these eyes, little nigga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I' leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'
I watch the moon, let it run my mood
Can't stop thinkin' of you