used to have friends

Lyrics: Anthony Tubbs/Tyler Pelts Music: Anthony Tubbs/Tyler Pelts They said they wanted growth I told them gimme time Half a decade later, I'm pacing inside my mind Exploring all the corridors, posted about what I find Lot of trauma, drama wanna be chilling before I'm gone But I think I got a long road ahead of me Searching for the better me Calling me a veteran in wars where I'm the enemy Creation of the problem, I promise that I been done with that But if you tryna sabotage then we can run it back Used to have friends, but I still felt lonely Now a couple thousand listening every moment It's always crazy to see the changes you used to dream of Was so impatient until I waited, now look We up, we up, we up for real No luck, no luck, no luck for real I bet my life that I would make it If not, you wouldn't see me breathing You see an opportunity, then dawg, you better seize it Used to have friends, but I still felt lonely They weren't with me from the jump Now on my wave, they've been hopping I keep a couple hundred thousand in my hand while I'm shopping They asking me what I do Shit, I just told them, "it's music" They say, "you do it for the image" Nah, it's just therapeutic But maybe I should go to therapy, for real Money's just a cover-up for how I truly feel Numbers don't equate to half of these people's skills And the chemicals remain after million-dollar deals I said Used to have friends, but I still felt lonely Now a couple thousand listening every moment It's always crazy to see the changes you used to dream of Was so impatient until I waited, now look We up, we up, we up for real No luck, no luck, no luck for real I bet my life that I would make it If not, you wouldn't see me breathing You see an opportunity, then dawg, you better seize it