Lyrics: Samxrxi
Music: Samxrxi
Arranger: Samxrxi
I feel quiet in a way that's new
Not the kind of quiet left by you
Just a stillness that I grew myself
Took it down from some forgotten shelf
And I'm breathing softer than I did
Like a shadow finally unhid
There's a lightness where the weight had been
Didn't know that I could start again
I used to hold you like a prayer at night
Now I just hold the dark and it's alright
Something gentle's waking up in me
Something that was always meant to be
I feel tender where I used to ache
Not a wound that time could never take
Just a memory that's learned to rest
Folded neatly underneath my chest
And I don't need the answers like before
I don't stand so heavy at the door
But I'm learning how to let it soothe
I used to hold you like a prayer at night
Now I just hold the dark and it's alright
Something gentle's waking up in me
Something that was always meant to be
Something that was always meant to be
I feel whole in pieces I had lost
Didn't know the ache could pay the cost
Now I'm standing still and I don't mind
Leaving all that weight behind