Music: Ethan Faulkner
Why are you still messing with me?
Why don’t you Shut up and let me think?
Just get out my dreams
Cause I hurt people
If God set me free?
Who’s gon punish me?
Cause I hurt people
They’re just a bunch of tools to me
I need to die
I need to die
I was 5
When he touched me
He said that it was fine
Oh why me?
I knew that it was wrong
But he was lying
He said it was a game
His parents told me it was normal
I don’t need to feel ashamed
But I didn’t even want it
I just let him cause I felt bad
Now I empty i feel nothing
Is it my fault?
Cause I havе nobody to blame
See I was shy I didn’t speak up
And I’m still that way
It’s not his fault
It’s not mine еither
But why don’t it feel that way?
I’ve never said this in a song
But I hate that I like guys
Say what you want I’ve heard it all
I wanna block out all the noise
Cause I hurt people
If God set me free?
Who’s gon punish me?
Cause I hurt people
Oh They’re just a bunch of tools to me
Why can’t I change?
It’s making me insane
I took a lighter to my flesh
Hoping I could burn away the pain
I wanna die
They say that’s selfish I’m out of my mind
I’ve waited so long but now I’m out of time
If life is a choice then don’t rob me of mine
This is my anthem I’m done with the lies
I just wish that I had another life
I wish I had more self control
I wish I didn’t cut off everyone I know
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I can’t even see clear anymore
I don’t know who to trust
Cause I just wanna be loved
I hate this anger in my skull
But it’s all I’ve ever known
Coming out a druggie home
Can’t even call on God
I used to talk to him everyday
But now I’m so ashamed
Oh I’m so ashamed
I’ve waited so dang long
Idk what to say
Don’t let me die in vain
I hurt people
If God set me free?
Who’s gon punish me?
Cause I hurt people in the worst way