Music: Will Cullen/Autumn Buysse/Evan Cline
I go out, find a crowd
Never say who I am
Then I go make a joke
Make ′em laugh 'cause I can
On my own, I don′t know how to get out of my head
Million likes, million eyes
But every high comes down
To me alone, missing home
Wishing that I could bounce back like I used to
But I don't know how to
I promise, I promise I'm trying
I know it might not look like it
When you see me singing on side walks
You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy
But I barely made it through last week
I can′t stand me being like this
′Cause everything's harder to fight it
But I promise, I promise I′m trying
Pretty girls only work 'til I go mess it up
And a glass only lasts ′til the next morning comes
I don't know how to stop it
I′m low on my options
But I promise, I promise I'm trying
I know it might not look like it
When you see me singing on side walks
You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy
But I barely made it through last week
I can't stand me being like this
′Cause everything′s harder to fight it
But I promise, I promise I'm trying
Don′t wanna let you down
I don't wanna let you down
I don′t wanna let me down
I promise, I promise, I promise I'm trying
Might not look like it
When I′m singing on side walks
Everyone tells me that I got no reason not be happy
But I barely made it through last week
I can't stand me being like this
'Cause everything′s harder to fight it
But I promise, I promise I′m trying