Lyrics: Peyton John Lambourne
Music: Peyton John Lambourne
(You still have anger in you- you haven’t succumbed to that)
(You’re gonna- But everything else, is gonna take time)
(That’s one of the lessons on this planet, is time)
(You’re gonna wake up eventually, trust me)
[Chorus]
Now I don’t know what to start with (uh)
Playing with my heart but now I’m heartless (uh)
Life is not so easy not so harmless (uh)
You know where to find me in the darkness
Look what you started
Now I don’t know what to start with (uh)
Playing with my heart but now I’m heartless (uh)
Life is not so easy not so harmless (uh)
You know where to find me in the darkness
Look what you started
[Verse 1]
Do you feel it too
I’m talking bout the feeling of impending doom
Everywhere I go I get this feeling
Don’t know what to do
Yeah I got nun to lose
Still got some to prove
Going through a war I hope I’m bulletproof
Am I living am I dying getting hard to chose
Is it even worth the trying if I’m bound to lose
Even though it’s hard to see I know I’m still gon’ shoot
Even though it’s hard to see I’m still gon’ see it through
Don’t know how she sleep at night guess I’m a demon too
(Even though it’s hard to see I’m still gon’ see it through)
(Don’t know how she sleep at night guess I’m a demon too)
[Chorus]
Now I don’t know what to start with (uh)
Playing with my heart but now I’m heartless (uh)
Life is not so easy not so harmless (uh)
You know where to find me in the darkness
Look what you started
Now I don’t know what to start with (uh)
Playing with my heart but now I’m heartless (uh)
Life is not so easy not so harmless (uh)
You know where to find me in the darkness
Look what you started
[Verse 2]
Look at what u started
I was there for you regardless
Now I’m garbage
On my back a target
Blood up in the carpet
I thought that it was harmless
In the darkness that’s where I found you
You prolly lying on the ground
Blood stains the way you left me I can not rebound
My demons on the hunt yeah they on the ****in prowl
Load up the choppa line em up and gun em down
Yeah that’s the life I’m living
Yeah man that’s the way it is
I hate to be alone I guess that’s what I’m set to live
Anxiety’s an ugly bitch I think I’ll have her kids
It’s hard to tell what’s make believe
Inside of the abyss
[Chorus]
Now I don’t know what to start with (uh)
Playing with my heart but now I’m heartless (uh)
Life is not so easy not so harmless (uh)
You know where to find me in the darkness
Look what you started
Now I don’t know what to start with (uh)
Playing with my heart but now I’m heartless (uh)
Life is not so easy not so harmless (uh)
You know where to find me in the darkness
Look what you started