Lyrics: ADKHAMJON URINBOEV/City On Flatline
Music: ADKHAMJON URINBOEV
Neon ghosts in the mirror when I pass by
Don’t recognize the face with the glass eyes
Heartbeat sync with the city when it flatlines
Every step echo loud in the bad times
I was 17 with a dream in a backpack
Now it’s all black smoke where the past at
Tried to build love but it cracked like
Old vinyl spinning pain, I can’t scratch that
I been talking to shadows, they reply back
Every word feel cursed, I can’t hide that
Lost my soul in the code, can’t rewrite that
If I die tonight, tell me where my mind at
I don’t run, I dissolve in the night air
Every breath like a weight, I don’t fight fair
If you look in my eyes, it’s a nightmare
I’m alive but inside, I’m not right there
Hallway long, every door got a different me
One crying, one numb, one a memory
I don’t open none, I got enemies
In my own damn skin, that’s the penalty
She said “you changed” — I said “so did time”
Every second cut deep like a cold rhyme
Now I speak less, let the code define
All my thoughts locked down in a low line
No pills, just the silence I inhale
Every thought turn a story I can’t tell
If I scream, it’ll echo in a dead cell
So I keep it inside where the ghosts dwell
I been talking to shadows, they reply back
Every word feel cursed, I can’t hide that
Lost my soul in the code, can’t rewrite that
If I die tonight, tell me where my mind at