Lyrics: Lobani Noir Howl
Music: Lobani Noir Howl
verse 1
sometimes i feel the weight of what never happened
as if every closed door stares back at me
faces i never met call out in my sleep
voices i invented to fill the emptiness
pre chorus
i became so many versions of myself
and none of them stayed
chorus
i will always be visited by the anguish
of the choices i didn’t make
the roads i never walked
the words i swallowed
dead decisions
walk through the halls of my chest
verse 2
sometimes i see my reflection in strangers
as if they picked up what i left behind
with every what if i swallow
an invisible scar appears
bridge
maybe there’s a universe where i was brave
where i said yes where i stayed
but not here
here i’m only the ghost of possibilities
final chorus
i will always be visited by the anguish
of the choices i didn’t make
she sits beside me in the dark
looks at me like she knows too much
and says
you could’ve been so many things