Lyrics: Cindy Kamgaing
Music: Cindy Kamgaing
always gotta get urself the last word in, gotta speak ur mind gotta get it off of ur chest,
gotta close ur eyes to everything i tell u when i do, gotta act like its my fault, yea all of that shits on u
and u say ur disrespected well i dont mean to be rude
but u rly missed the message, since u wna play the fool
u can call me codependent, this is all i gotta say
i dont need u in my life, y i finally walked away
"oh i cant handle ur absence" i wld tell u all the time
funny how the tables turn, am i on ur mind now?
all u had to do was ask me what i needed but u didnt and i know its cus u couldnt, cus u wouldnt even try
so i sat and wished to die
i dont think u understood
all the words i tried to say
but i ****in wish u cld
cus i told u that i loved u, that i wished things werent this way
ur just throwing shit away
but u js wont take no blame
"ur dependency's the issue" so i cut that shit right off--
u say that u love me then u act so nonchalant
dunno why i write this song, cus ull only take it wrong.
whenever id talk to u, felt like talking to a wall
if youd tell me ud hold me, that ud make it all okay
maybe there wld be some saving, but i know that its to late.
so stop reaching out to only say the same things
isnt this amazing
u cannot believe the shit ur ****ing hearing
right now
i know that ur 'lights out'
needed u to listen but i rly js dont care cus
i know it wont change shit
so ill stop the begging
giving u attention
u see it as weakness
i dont even need this
i dont need this right now
know that u dont either
"so guess ill leave her"
i hope u make it in ur life, know that i wont see ya
(I dont wanna see ya)
fill up all ur freetime, no more morning, no goodnight
priorities so straight, that u thro me to the side
but dont worry, cus i hear u,
n im ****ing done trying.
im ****ing done trying.