[Sample]
All of your life
Between heaven and hell
A great repetitious game
(To live)
(To know)
Where to live is to know
(Your Shames)
(Your Pains)
All your shames and your pains
To be in such a plain old helpless mess
(Because you are a special wonder)
Because you are a special wonder
Let nobody put you under
[Verse 1]
I'm sort of lost for words, I can't explain nor express
Rubbin' Vicks on to my pain to get this shit off my chest
If I say the wrong thing, everything can go left
Look, my thoughts are full of laundry, I'm just pilin' a mess
Unanswered prayers pay my tithes, I guess it's time to collect
I thought our love was dollar priceless then you balanced the check
They told me love don't cost a thing
Man, these dots don't connect
You wastin' time and time is money
Direct deposit was left
You can take it as food for thought, how I cook and I chef
You fed me lies, hot as peppers, tryna spice me to death
You can't deny that I'm forever not the one to forget
You know I'm fly, fly as ever, like a flight with the Jets
We lead the head off for the BS, but you took us backsteps
We're not so fit to work it out, you got me so out of breath
[Verse 2]
You're so quick to judge that you never listen
I just asked you to give me time, so you gave us sentence
You're always sayin' you and I, but you can't tell the difference
You always tell a pair of lies
I'm numb to the truth so much huh that I think that I'm paralyzed
You always gotta duck and dodge
Always in between, tryna skill me, you must've forgot I'm specialized
I don't see what's left to hide
Nothing I can reconcile
Get in your feelings that I left aside
Don't push the man away that's been by your side, you buggin'
And you're killin' your feelings with all your pesticide
My bars paint a prism that'll word you color blind
If I'm tied between your games, that'll play you over time
I always peep your shade like I peep between the blinds
Love is the mind, body and soul, that's a lover's state of mind
If you haven't change your heart, the love I've seen is never mind
Tried to scoop me out my word, you see I stood the test of time
Send your feelings to the front, that's something I can stand behind
Seeking attention in your flaws it's really not that hard to find
[Verse 3]
You make me lose my train of thought
You're derailing my sentence
Blow my candles out, never let me pray for my wishes
So for the price of love, I tax your heart I'm adding on interest
Divide my feelings, multiply the guilt, substractin' the difference
Get the picture, nail the image like I painted it on Pinterest
You wanna sleep on me and dream about the hope of commitment
I don't get it on o you're BeyoncΓ© you hold your resentment
Living single, without the label, you Miss Independent
Might as well address it first, like this speech, my commencement
We're supposed to stick together whether in wrong or in different
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