Lyrics: alyshialynn
Music: alyshialynn
Disillusioned
Lethargic, this empty world
I’m walking in snow and leaving no footprint
A thread of crimson
Leads me to him
Violent, all these conundrums
So out of place, out of my mind, so fun
Can’t keep sane in this hurricane
May I dance with you
You know I ruin myself, you know my suffering
You know how for freedom I have sinned
You know I’m fighting against god and you stand watching
I’m in his mind, all my thoughts he thinks
He’s the wild card that couldn’t spoil my schemes
When the time comes, I’ll let him do as he wishes
Laughing, like there’s no tomorrow
Raise a dagger to those lonely shadows
Addicted, to his poison
Down the Lethe we row
Careful, not to break the illusion
I drink for us; pray for us
Oh, pretty mockingbird
Unwilling prisoner
Under the moon, in the silver light
Under that half-mask, my eyes were dry
You lit a fire and I let it die
You took a piece of my soul and made it ours
In the universe’s darkest hour
You are the home I promise to burn down
So burn it down, burn it down
You know I ruin myself, you know my suffering
He’s the wild card that couldn’t spoil my schemes
When the time comes, he’ll get the freedom that he wishes for