Gifted or Cursed

Lyrics: Hassan Barrow/Blake Mayers Music: Hassan Barrow/Blake Mayers Ugh L E G Alpha O Times change minds change most'll stay the same. Family waitin on me to break up out the lane. I want the money and power swear I don't need the fame. Love and jealousy start to feel one in the same. Poisons in system now I feel like I'm goin insane. Past tragic hazmat it my breathes are asthmatic. Givin myself to the essence becomes a sad practice. Hearts broken all my women say I'm emotionless. My energy some potent shit. Livin for my loved ones can't go out on no hopeless shit, Dynasty of Lost Souls. The truest stories be the stories that are untold watch as life unfolds. Self hatred losing patience holdin onto my faith. Choices I'm makin I own can't call it mistakes. Wise man with a fools soul. Sinister my ways weight I carry now is two fold. Truth told. I usually feel better alone, astral planes where I roam, touchdown and I never head home. Refuse to be a rollin stone like my father was for a minute it bothered us. But Momma is a true Queen. Throughout time she honored us some pains are obvious truest have a deep root. Life is bittersweet and I refuse to have a sweet tooth.
Walkin the surface alone but I'm never lonely. Keep women around for the pussy not to console me. If only, they respect the mold don't try to mold me. And Hurt is only hurt when it circulating through homies. Only way you could hurt me my nigga is if you know me. So if you don't.. You can't talk shit. You could walk the same mile same shoes but not the devils that I walk with. Cause if you did it'd be a forfeit. You had to work at this. Me. I was born fit, loyalty is the code and I follow it. If it ain't valid find me a clip and I'll swallow it. All this **** shit I can't be bothered with. More to me then just a frame. Opposite of a hollow tip. Treat this life that i live like a verse. Load the whole 16 cock it back watch it disperse. If you was me then being me is a curse. Say I'm gifted they gon put the ribbon on my hearse.