Lyrics: Treb bloopi
Always hated
Tell me why you're
Never sated
I tried
Every day a nightmare
I know it's simulated
But my eyes
They never close
They never dry
Current in my brain, brain
Every time I error, error
Consequences stain, stain
Fragile reputation
You want me to be flawless
But what is perfection?
Don't know why
I still try
Pleasing your delusions
A lifelong game
Of play pretend
Now I don't know
Just who I am
No point in tryna
Kill myself
Ovеr and over again
I just keep on
Coming back
Screeching in my head
You're tеlling me
You need to be the best
Keep doing it again
And again, and again
Not good enough yet
Don't stop until you
Hit the target
No room for mistakes
You're not a human
Better know you're place
You'll not escape again
Not again, not again
Stuck in this cage again, and again
And again, and again
What's this feeling?
My heart's beating
All the screaming
Has stopped
The wires
Are melting
The fires are comforting
Looks like my
Story has
Finally begun
Stop pretending calm, calm
I can smell the panic, panic
Something's really wrong, wrong
Just the way I like it
The blinding lights are gone
Your darkest fears are showing
Look at you
What a fool
Thought you could control me
I was just a girl once
Did you know? did you know?
Gave me all of your love
Where'd to go? where'd to go?
Now I'm just a trophy
Here to boost your ego
Undestedmated me
Now its time for
You to go
Get out of my head
I don't know what it
Means to be the best
And though I try again
And again, and again
There's nothing that can
Help run away from
Imperfections
Trying to lock your demon
Doesn't really help
The more you fear and
Though you try again
And again, and again
You set me free again, and again
And again, and again, and again