Lyrics: James Beight
Music: James Beight
I’m tryna hang myself feel like a bat
If I take it I cannot take it back
And she looks at me like that
It’s a look so far passed sad
Baby I’m a goner
And my shadow's the only one around me
Like do I have a disease?
I’m mixing all these ****ing potions to sleep
Hi-Cs, Oxys
How can I live if I don’t feel alive?
If I take it back
Could you ever take me back?
Oh my God, I'm contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
Codamol then I extract
Got my pipe its ****ing packed
I still can't forget your face
I still don't know how to act
If I take it back
Could you ever take me back?
Oh my God, I'm contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
Codamol thеn I extract
Got my pipe its ****ing packed
I still can't forgеt your face
I still don't know how to act
I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
You will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
And this bitch so ignorant
I could never take her back
Talking so much ****ing shit
You don't know how to act
I could never take you back
You're so controlling
And I hate like everything
Everyday I'm crumbling
**** it
You ruined me
Everyday I'm in misery
And one day I'mma take my life
All I do is ****ing cry
Molly water got me floating on my back
I spill the drugs on my lap
I keep saying it’s the last time
We both know that that’s a lie
And I ain’t been alright
Like how you won’t take me back
So I’m just gon' take my life
If I take it back
Could you ever take me back?
Oh my God, I'm contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
Codamol then I extract
Got my pipe its ****ing packed
I still can't forget your face
I still don't know how to act
If I take it back
Could you ever take me back?
Oh my God, I'm contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
Codamol then I extract
Got my pipe its ****ing packed
I still can't forget your face
I still don't know how to act
I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
You will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
And this bitch so ignorant
I could never take her back
Talking so much ****ing shit
You don't know how to act