A Screwed Up True Story (Screwed) (Screwed)

You're about to hear my screwed up true story I hope inspires you to chase your glory It's even tattooed as a daily reminder That I came this far... And know I'm a fighter I was seeing therapists by 4 years old For anger and violence I couldn't control By 5 my mom gave me up for adoption Step dad saying "Now he ain't my problem My real dad dyin Crippled and deafend It's just how the brin tumors upped and left him To talk to hi, took sign language lessons Two years later he died,I was 7 My aunt adopted couldn't control me nelther She put me in homes doc said I needed In there they would beat us taking out they pain I watched a kid die while he was getting restrained One time cops came I was smiling Said I'd kill myself so they put me in aasylums Was rapping to fit in,prevent the brawls Then got kicked out after breaking someone's jaw After high school I was living in a homeless shelter 'Cuz you'll freeze to death in that chicago weather Got kicked out of those started running with gangs In flop houses with bank robbers movin' cocaine Police sent informants they stole our thangs Had to scatter before the door got banged I was 19 angry and lost regardless Someone tested me I caught 2 felony charges Releasin' my music 'bout to blow up Big drug dealer reached out loved my stuff Offered $200K to start labels and more But before I got that, feds kicked the door I kept toppin' music refusin' to stop 2 months later song finally popped I was offered label deals by the biggest of names But I was dumb hard headed refusin' to change So fast I'd blown up,down I came Spent years suicidal and repeatin' the chan Started working readin' books and feedin' my brain Breakin' my back like batman when he fought bane Never want another artist feelin' my pain So I made smart rapper to explain the game When I did people called me stupid 'stead of my name But now I've made so many artists the industry changed Now my music's exploding,I'm worth millions Making plans to change the educational system This song is for the kids nobody believes in That's takin' them mental and physical beatings From a you in the future,take this message There will be a million times when you feel rejected That anger inside you will teach you lessons I promise AY This one's for...Everybody...'Caz... They don't believe in anybody 'til we do it, Right? So... I want you to know No matter how bad your life was... No matter how bad your life is in this moment man I don't... (Speechless) You know... I'm a screw up man... I'm still a screw up! Not a day goes by where I don't screw up So If I could do it... You can too