Bittersweet

I feel like I'm getting old Still feel like 19 Almost a decade on and still don't know me Born in the nineties
Set out goals and lifeplans Wanted kids and a husband Ah-ah, Oh-woah-oh
It's a constant battle between Who I am and who I used to be Feels like I make progress Also feels like I'm performing
Ever-changing, ever-growing Still feel like the same in every moment Nothing's the same Caught up in old ways
I listen to the way most fawn Over someone they won't see past dawn They feel elate Love leaves a sweet taste
Bitter, bittersweet I love love but does love love me?
Bitter, bittersweet I'm falling behind, will life leave me?