Own Worst Enemy

Lyrics: Robert Delong/Kristine Flaherty Music: Robert Delong/Kristine Flaherty Disaster is a magnet And she's pulling me close Drank the holy water Till I turned to a ghost Come on now Come on now Come on now, who's to blame? I got what I wanted But I still feel afraid Always looking outside of myself, to the end of the earth To the bottom of hell, well Never seeing what's actually there, staring back in the mirror 'Cause I'm the real devil I'm my own most worst enemy, I know tha,t I know that, I know that I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that Wanna be a good guy, baby so bad, so bad, so bad I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that Trouble is my lover And she lives with me now Gave her ultimatums But she still won't move out Come on now Come on now Come on now, who's to blame? Wish that I was different But it's too hard to change! Always looking for a logical cause, Is it deep in my bones Is it bigger than god, well Never seeing what's actually there, staring back in the mirror 'Cause I'm the real devil I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that Wanna be a good guy, baby so bad, so bad, so bad I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that Always feeling like I made a mistake, like I'm dropping the ball Found the worst thing to say, yeah Never feeling like Im getting ahead, like I'm doing my best 'Cause someone did better Now I'm seeing that I'm gonna be fine, 'cause I ****ed up before Oh but I'm still alive, yeah Now I'm seeing I don't have to implode, I'm beginning to know I dont have to be the devil I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that Wanna be a good guy, baby so bad, so bad, so bad I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that Come on now Come on now Come on now, who's to blame? I know that, I know that Come on now Come on now Come on now, who's to blame? Come on now Come on now Come on now, who's to blame? So bad, so bad I'm my own most worst enemy, I know that, I know that, I know that