Lyrics: Icyv3rse_/calmest1
Music: Icyv3rse_/calmest1
Arranger: Icyv3rse_
intro：
最近总一个人呆在门外
我开始逃避没有你的存在
you're always in my dreams for the whole night
醒来才 想起我们早已经分开
想填补心的空白 脱离现有的病态
give up all the sheets you lie
just let go I'll be back
No more cry
hook：
you hate that I keep puttin' on flesh
I flatter myself that Im ur type
you're fxxkin' in luv with a sissy
why didn't I think of that
the day you unfriended me
beach I was drunk as fxxk
but now I ain't got feelings to you
cuz I really fed up
bb I don't wanna wake up yeh
bb I don't wanna wake up yeh
just don't know what he said
you left my life
without you I still feel so crash crash crash
I'll treat you like the pills
calmest verse:
每个问题写进this phone
想法开始叛变逐渐变成了lazy boy
我们是相逢彼此的对手
可是转眼到头来却发现彼此没人懂
我的心情始终一直保持no fun
为了你狠心丢了那件off-white
因为一次发现让我们关系变得崩坏
喝醉之后喊着你的前任才是钟爱
尝试掩盖住了内心 都无法跳动
每天那么费心忍住没有叫痛
离去的背影 和我没有关系
只能靠着酒精缓解疼痛只能靠梦
s..t f..k（闭嘴）请你滚远点
忘记所有一切就当没有来过
我理解你的想法理解你的嘴脸
曾经那颗炽热的心早就被我埋没
hook：
you hate that I keep puttin' on flesh
I flatter myself that Im ur type
you're fxxkin' in luv with a sissy
why didn't I think of that
the day you unfriended me
beach I was drunk as fxxk
but now I ain't got feelings to you
cuz I really fed up
bb I don't wanna wake up yeh
bb I don't wanna wake up yeh
just don't know what he said
you left my life
without you I still feel so crash crash crash
I'll treat you like the pills
outro:
我用了伤心感描写了经过
严重的怀疑我是不是听错
你却说不般配是因为星座
残留的爱意又把我给击落
这跨不过的爱淹没了心
沉默了低点它始终是冰
伤感的话语我绝对不听
无限不循环也数落不清