Lyrics: Efughu Chinedum Christian
Music: Efughu Chinedum Christian
Mmhmh you know I just woke up this morning
I remember i mean I got to record today for mom right
I already book the session with arc production
You know I lost my throat Iām like damn
Am still gon record I still gon rhyme for mom
You know what I mean she is my biggest fan
And Ontoby lele yeah
I feel good to be back on the microphone but I mean is not what you think
I came to cry on the microphone I did
I lost my mom I lost a soul
You know what I'm sayin' thatās right
Yeah look
Listen
Is a shame if I didnāt rhyme for you
You inspire the man, mom so I will stand for you
I took a break from rap game mehn I can grind for you
Now Iām back on the microphone to cry for for you
Look
29th of july I got the sad news
My mom was gone mehn shit got me so confused
Why you gone when boy started making moves
If your life was an alarm I hit the ****ing snooze
Look
Life is beautiful but death makes it ugly
I been running through life but this shit got me jogging
I miss you mama like a pregnant woman miss her period
This pain is getting serious
Am high on this beat like Iām smoking ciggers
Emotions running high like
Iām getting triggers oh
Iām getting seizures when
I look at your pictures oh lord is getting serious
Or why now oh lord I need you Jesus
You know Iām still talking on the beat
Am still feeling in a certain way but regardless
Iām here to speak out my soul one time you know right
Ontoby had a lot to say but look
Ontoby
Yeah I lost my mom mehn I lost a soul right
You left when your boy started getting dou
Mehn this life is just ****ing joke
This is realest mehn I even wrote
Yeah You taught me to to grind even they aināt with me right
You told me to love even when they hate on me right
I lost the person who ever stood by me yeah
You told me never give up on me
You told me that but now you aināt with me
I cry heavy , I still rhyme heavy
I left home just to go get it
You left when I got it no
It seems Iām lost grinding in circle of hustling
Tears in my eyes but Iām smilinā in meetings no
They see success, but this niggas donāt see the bleedinā yeah
Iām alive mama, but inside Iām barely breathinā
Aha barely living Mama you left me without a reason
Yeah I mean Have you ever been in the mood where You know what to say
But you donāt have the strength to speak those words You know what I mean
Thatās how Iām feeling right now
Lyrically I still know what to say but the emotions right there
Well you left me with two sisters two brothers, a lovely dad
We all miss mama, we always gon miss, we always gon miss how you pray for us in the morning and how you wake me up with your sweet and lovely messages
Well life happens your respect and memories gon live forever
Arc allow the best roll one time, thanks bro
Ontobylele