Lyrics: Joshua Matthew Padilla
Music: Joshua Matthew Padilla
Buried alive
My inspiration and my flame, my will to fight (My will to fight)
I can't believe how much it's changed here overnight
I am responsible (I know I am)
This is my shame (This is my shame)
So much I could've done (So much)
But I was too late
These dreams are all that's left now
Your gift to me, baby
Tattooed within my chest, so
You'll never see, crazy
All I wanted was a place I could call home
But I found something in temporary
That's where I went wrong
I'll be alright
Just need some air, a smoke, a light, a different eye (A different eye)
I can't believe how much it's changed here overnight
I am responsible (I know I am)
This is my shame (This is my shame)
So much I could've done (So much)
But I was too late
These dreams are all that's left now (All that's left)
Your gift to me, baby
Tattooed within my chest, so
You'll never see, crazy
All I wanted was a place I could call home
But I found something in temporary
That's where I went wrong (Now I can't recover, no)
And it's been some time
But I still feel the need to search those Winter nights
I'd find you cryin' by the church
I could've left, avoided all of this
Made my choice, I'll live with it (I made my choice)
Took you in on my volition
Didn't care if you were different
'Cause when the shit would hit the fan I knew what else would break my fall
I'm losin' sleep because of love, don't regret one bit at all
'Cause our boy's doin' just fine, you'd be surprised how much he grows
So happy birthday baby girl, I swear I do this all for you
All I wanted was a place I could call home
But I found something in temporary
That's where I went wrong (Now I can't recover, no)