Illusory Light

I knew exactly I knew exactly what this would feel like
I knew this day was coming I knew it right from the start
I could see it in your eyes
but I just didn't care
I knew the days were numbered
but I fell anyway
I knew exactly
I knew exactly what you would be to me
A scar on the horizon a perfect dim illusory light
And I held it in my hands
to protect it from the wind
But the more I held on
I knew I'd lose it again
You blew in like a breeze
and rolled out like a storm
I know you didn't think it'd do any harm
I knew exactly I knew exactly what this would feel like
To hear the same voice t hat said 'hello' say 'goodbye'