Lyrics: Brendon Pierce
Music: Brendon Pierce
It feels so simple
Loving
Always
It feels just right
I can’t explain it
Put off my ceramic mask
Lie in bed and watch hours pass
I thought I was beautiful until I felt it f**ing crack
Winter in my lungs
Remaining feelings turn me to a stranger
Hope I wake up
This ain’t real
My skin is peeling, brain as cancer
Pain is coursing through my veins
Movement flutter
Visions wasted on the sense of self
The better me who’s doing greater
Finger shaking
Double taking
His own breath must be mistaken
I think someone’s watching me
Hope I’m just hallucinating
Everything I used to think
Was somehow weaponized against me
Terrified to go outside
My next door neighbors f**ing hate me
Lock the doors inside my house, as I sip a cup of coffee
I wish I could leave this town
I WISH I COULD LEAVE MY BODY
It feels so simple
Loving
Always
It feels just right
I can’t explain it
Finish lock and drop my cup
Feelings pounding at the door
I’m beginning to give up
I may never see the shore
Can’t escape it
Waits and lurks
When it starts I start dry heaving
Tried forgetting didn’t work
Yeah, I still feel it when I’m dreaming
Broken, I can’t seem to function
Out of life
I’m slowly dying
I’m the present of disjunction
F**s surrounds me
Noise is quiet
Everywhere the pain is looming
Think I’m cursed to keep it near
I’ll keep rotting in my bedroom
I WISH I COULD DISAPPEAR
Can’t explain it