Lyrics: yulia yulia yulia
Music: yulia yulia yulia
(Part I)
(Intro)
Good night, Kindness
(Instrumental Break)
(Verse 1: lennox murei & cocoa, lennox murei, cocoa)
I'm just passing the time, I've waited hours for you
I've got a flat tire on the highway
I drive miles and miles without any lights for you
See you in the rearview, out of sight
I've left you behind on 295, it's cruel
My heart is running out of fuel
I'm thinking too much, we've never been fine
I'm running out of time (I won't change my mind)
(Verse 2: cocoa)
I don't want to be friends
I want to make love without any hands, without giving up
You wanna play games, the same old mistakes
Still wondering why on the highway
(Verse 3: lennox murei & cocoa)
I'm the one with the knife, I still don't know why(I won't be going this timΠ΅)
I bleed the same, I'm living a lie(I'm going to stay)
HopΠ΅ I never find myself out, hope I never find myself out(I'll drive you insane)
Time after time, I'm digging my grave(I'll be haunting your grave, I want you to pretend)
It's breaking my heart you'll never change(We were really in love)
It's taking a toll, and you'll never stay to see any growth, to see any growth(I want you to feel the full spectrum of love)
And all that is left for all that you've done(I want you to bleed)
All bitter and bruised, with nowhere to run(Without giving up)
I'll cope with the pain, a stain on my heart(I don't want to be friends)
That will never stop, that will never stop(I want to make love)
(Outro: cocoa)
I don't want to be friends
I want to make love without any hands, without giving up
Don't want to pretend, don't want to be friends
I want to make love, I want to make love
(Part II)
(Interlude)
Kindness, she's so jealous
She smiles graciously, complacently subordinate in her contentment
Although somewhat soft, yet keen
Subtle in the suggestive mannerisms of ill and sorrowful bitterness
Dark chocolate gray, filtered glass beads grimly compliment her whimsical grin
Rosy pale cheeks, and her grey-washed skin
Although, somehow, Kindness, still warm and content in serving others
Disregarding the truth rather than speak up for herself while settling within
Yet, Kindness, she's jealous
For she was only searching outside of what she may only find within
(Part III)
(Verse 1: cocoa)
She gives herself with no demand
Won't ask for help, won't take your hand
A serving smile without a plan
She's paralyzed, deciphering
That's just Kindness in love, is she jealous of her?
Think she's doing too much, and it's not gonna work
And she sits with herself, reflecting self worth
Shreds herself in the mirror, think I'm just like her
She's not doing enough, and it won't ever work
That's just Kindness in love, she's so jealous of her
She's so jealous of her
(Verse 2: lennox murei & cocoa)
She rots in peace, nobody could love her
Wraps away her thoughts, a facade of comfort
Kindness, oh, you're such a bore, but I cannot ignore your silent decay
Kindness watches animals rot as she sits on her thoughts, overthinks until May
Kindness says she can't anymore as she's circling doubts like a bird of prey
Kindness keeps quiet, quietly frayed
(Verse 3: lennox murei)
And you still sit still
Watching it rot
With your hands inside your pockets
With your hands inside your lap
Say it again
You never asked for anything
What is it you wanting?
Oh, I gave you everything
Cut it open, cut it open
See if it's real
Cut it open, cut it open
See if it's real
(Instrumental Outro)
(Part IV)
(Verse: cocoa)
Animal inside of me, she lies awake, stalking her prey
Oh, animal talks to herself, craving to feel the pulse of someone else
How does it feel to never need to fall asleep so peacefully?
Without my food, my hunger aches, keep me awake
The hunger grows, so I will kill, keep them away
Away, away, away, away, away, away
I will kill so I can live another day
A day, a day, a day, a day, a day, a day
(Part V)
(Intro)
I guess we're right next to each other
Suffering over the exact same things, looking back, I feel kind of stupid
When did we ever think we were all alone? I guess we're more like than we've thought
Is this nightmare finally over?
(Verse 1: lennox murei & cocoa)
My thoughts have took over
Tonight, I'm not so sober
And I just want to kill this running back and forth in stillness
My darling, tell me I'm alright
(Verse 2: lennox murei & cocoa)
I think I'll lose my mind tonight
It's days like this I don't feel right
And I don't want to thrill you
But I think that you should see this
A war inside of me, my dandelion
(Instrumental Outro)
(Part VI)
(Chorus: lennox murei & cocoa)
I light a smoke and think of you
Oh, the way you smiled, the things we knew
But maybe love's just passing through
(Verse 1: lennox murei & cocoa)
So if you dream, then dream me too
I'm waiting for your love
I look for other lips to kiss
But no one's quite like you
(Chorus: lennox murei & cocoa)
I light a smoke and think of you
Oh, the way you smiled, the things we knew
But maybe love's just passing through
(Verse 2: cocoa)
So if you dream, then dream of me
I've waited for your love
I start to see you'll never show
I'd like for someone to hold close, but no one's quite like you
(Outro: cocoa)
I light a smoke and think of you