Lyrics: Russell McKamey/Vincent Newsom
You can't keep me away from my memories
Defy natural laws indeed
Flint and steel the sparks are real
With sinister secrets they seal the deal
But nobody knew what was really goin' on
I struggled to follow a long
Long long long way down
Lights keep burnin' out
Now I can see what my mind denies
Eyes inside my mouth
It's time for the bully
To get what he hides behind
I decide when it's time to die
I'm sitting here with a high to find
So I go just like a ghost
I don't feel nothin' nothin' nothin' at all
So I go just like a ghost
I don't feel nothin' nothin' nothin' at all
Waitin' I'm waitin' for joy
Waitin' I'm waitin' for joy
These shadows are haunted
I'm not okay waiting for joy
The terror has started
I'm not okay waiting for joy
These shadows are haunted I'm not okay
The terror has started I'm not okay
I'm screamin' hello
Keepin' my head low I'm not okay
Waiting for joy
Stuck inside with evil wannabes
I wanna be the one that
Wooly fought but couldn't eat
He's freakin' out 'cause he's a freak and he was locked away
Insane and maybe crazy
Doesn't have to look this way
I question is he mean oh oh
Or just afraid of me
TIl say it again is he just
Afraid of me
I guess I'II have to wait and see
You can see that it's a long long
Long long way down
Lights keep burnin' out
Spinnin' the wheels steady I go
My teddy the key
So I'm keepin' it close
know how it goes
I'm the puppet that moves any way that they want
And I know I'm a fool
Walkin' through hell what is under below
And I'm holdin' it close
The last bit of hope
So l go just like a ghost
I don't feel nothin' nothin'
Nothin' at all | don't feel nothin' at all
So l go just like a ghost
I don't feel nothin' nothin'
Nothin' at all
Waitin' I'm waitin' for joy
These shadows are haunted
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
The terror has started
I'm not okay waiting for joy
Waitin' for joy
These shadows are haunted I'm not okay
The terror has started I'm not okay
I'm screamin' hello
Keepin' my head low I'm not okay