Lyrics: JOENN
Music: JOENN
I've given up
Yeah all that I see is an empty bluff
I fall in the sea and I can't come up
Disrupting my plea when the shadow consumes all of me
It's not enough
I've lost all control
Trying to fight but I feel so cold
Look me in the eyes you can see my soul
Yeah, you'll notice that it's been sold
I wake up at night in terror
I break down from all this pressure
A mistake I can't remember
I try to runaway
I feel like it's getting closer
I realize I'm running slower
Will I get any closure
I'll open up my eyes
But I cannot see
I'm trying to survive
But something's holding me
I wanna live my life
Somebody set me free
Am I still alive
Come on
Screaming out
It's coming back again
I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out
It's coming back again
I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out
Days I lost count of
Friends that grew distant
Was it my fault the fallout was instant?
Kissed all my luck goodbye, and still a misfit
Still on your hit list, still I feel I canβt quit
I will risk it all to find my own peace
Iβll eclipse them all before I ever cease
Arenβt these thoughts of the villain?
I wanna live my life, but the knife says
I gotta make a killing
I wake up at night in terror
I break down from all this pressure
A mistake I can't remember
I try to runaway
I feel like it's getting closer
I realize I'm running slower
Will I get any closure
I'll open up my eyes
But I cannot see
I'm trying to survive
But something's holding me
I wanna live my life
Somebody set me free
Am I still alive
Come on
Screaming out
It's coming back again
I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out
It's coming back again
I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
Let me out
When will I find the end
Could someone tell me when
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out
I'll never get ahead
No matter how I beg
It's always hiding lurking inside of my head
Screaming out
When will I find the end
Could someone tell me when
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out
I'll never get ahead
No matter how I beg
It's always hiding lurking inside of my head
Screaming out
I'll open up my eyes
But I cannot see
I'm trying to survive
But something's holding me
I wanna live my life
Somebody set me free
Am I still alive
Come on
Screaming out
It's coming back again
I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out
It's coming back again
I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out