Lyrics: Ben Siva
Music: Ben Siva
Thought I’d figure it out by now
Before the damage was done
I’ve been looking for you my whole life
But it’s me I’m running from
When you’re born to wear a mask
And search for something in the dark
You tell your friends
It’s fine I guess
But they don’t know I’m
Holding my breath cus I’d scream if I could
Find someone that looks like I do
‘Cause only they could know
When your skin don’t feel like home
Living your whole damn like trying to face the feeling
You just won’t fit in the place you’re living
There’s no map for this road
So I push it all down so I guess it’s fine
You don’t know love until you’ve met my mum
Yeah she tried real hard
Though she raised me like a white kid
So I thought no different
I should be talking to my sister
But I’m older and I’m supposed to be strong
But **** that I’m not
But she don’t know I’m
Holding my breath cus I’d scream if I could
Find someone that looks like I do
‘Cause only they could know
When your skin don’t feel like home
Living your whole damn like trying to face the feeling
You just won’t fit in the place you’re living
There’s no map for this road
So I push it all down so I guess it’s fine
It’s fine
It’s fine
It’s fine
It’s fine
Oh it’s fine
But they don’t know I’m
Holding my breath cus I’d scream if I could
Find someone that looks like I do
‘Cause only they could know
When your skin don’t feel like home
Living your whole damn like trying to face the feeling
You just won’t fit in the place you’re living
There’s no map for this road
So I push it all down so I guess it’s fine