self sabotage

Lyrics: Rodney Bellinger Music: Rjtheweirdo Please don't cry Cause i might believe you with tears in your eyes You know i'm pessimistic I'm trying to keep cool But you been moving different I don't wanna be a fool in love Or maybe i'm just thinking that i'm losing us I be ****ing up so much,i'm tryna change But every once in a while,it always find a way out I put my ego on hold,and i can't hold it no more When my ego's exposed,you ain't gone like me no more And that ain't what i want,not with you bae I'm tryna hold my tongue,but i gotta lot to say Maybe it's just my insecurity You perfect,you could always find someone better than me Cause when you say you love me,that just sound like words to me I think my ex was right when she said i need therapy Cause i don't wanna self sabotage Cause i'ma trust my heart even when it lie knowing i shouldn't believe it Cause i might do you bad for no reason I put my ego on hold,and i can't hold it no more When my ego's exposed,you ain't gone like me no more And that ain't what i want,not with you bae I'm tryna hold my tongue but i gotta lot to say