What's up This is Kim Petras ElyOtto Good-good-good job Curtis Let's go I'm on a sugar crash I ain't got no f**kin' cash Maybe I should take a bath cut my f**kin' brain in half I'm not lonely just a bit tired of this f**kin' s**t Nothin' that I write can make me feel good Victim of the great machine in love with everything I see Neon lights surroundin' me I indulge in luxury Everything I do is wrong 'cept for when I hit the bong Hit the bong hit the bo- feel good Feelin' s**tty in my bed didn't take my f**kin' meds Hyperpop up in my ears everything just disappears Don't wanna be someone else just don't wanna hate myself I just don't wanna hate myself instead I wanna feel good I'm on a sugar crash I ain't got no f**kin' cash Maybe I should take a bath cut my f**kin' brain in half I'm not lonely just a bit tired of this f**kin' s**t Nothin' that I write can make me feel good Woo-ah I got a sugar crush I can never get enough Lookin' for a better rush rush Yeah yeah yeah Pop music energy everybody scared of me Wish I was a better me me Yeah yeah yeah Feel my heart racin' everything's changin' Feel f**kin' crazy I just wanna Feel good Victim victim made myself the victim Runnin' in a circle 'cause I'm stuck up in the system Symptom symptom dealin' with addiction Got me on these meds they sayin' I'm really sick Oh-ho I ain't comin' home Don't miss when I'm gone I ain't comin' home Oh Where to now Got the rest of my life just laid out Got the rest of my life to f**k around Got the rest of my life to make sound Feel feel good I'm on a sugar crash I don't really understand Pressure keeps on buildin' now the blood is runnin' down my hands Give me a minute I need to process all this I just wanna feel good even for a little bit Da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da I'm like a little kid in a sweet shop Pretty packages I can never make it stop It's like a nightmare I can never live it down So all I really know how to do is make sound