I know you so well, so well
I've been trapped in my mind girl
Just holding on
I don't wanna pretend we're something
We're nothing
I've been stuck thinking about her
I can't hold on
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been tripping about some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
Get a phone call
Girl that you ****ed with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna ****in' end it
Pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But niggas been excited about the grave I'm digging
Having conversations about my haste decisions
****in' sickenin'
At the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playing with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
Been ****ed up since the couple months
They had a nigga locked up
I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I know you so well, so well
I've been trapped in my mind girl
Just holding on
I don't wanna pretend we're something
We're nothing
I've been stuck thinking about her
I can't hold on
I've been pretty