Happier Than Ever

When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews Or do you skip my avenue When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way I knew (I knew) when I asked you to (when I asked you to) Be cool (be cool) About what I was telling you (what I was telling you) You do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware That you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true (true) You called me again Drunk in your benz Driving home under the influence You sacred me to death But I am wasting my breath Cuz you only listen to your fcking friends I don't relate to you No i don't relate to you Cuz i'd never treat me this shitty You make me hate this city I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad Cuz that shit's embarrassing You were my everything All that you did was make me fcking sad So don't waste the time i don't have Don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time That you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut them all out for you Cuz i was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood You made all my moments your own Just fcking leave me alone And i don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad Cuz that shit's embarrassing You were my everything All that you did was make me fcking sad So don't waste the time i don't have Don't try to make me feel bad When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better Leave me alone