Lyrics: Zevia
Music: Zevia
Empty and numb
Still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs I left
Help me, I'm scared
'Cause the one thing on my mind is for me to disappear
So mama when I die
Please hold in your cry
Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side
And lover when I leave
I know that we don't speak
I'm sorry that I failed you
But you meant the world to me
I lost my sight
I still can't see all the places where there might be light
I used to stare
At the mirror, now I don't 'cause when I do I see a ghost
It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self-centered
I'm tryna be better but I feel under the weather
So mama when I die
Please hold in your cry
Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side
And lover when I leave
I know that we don't speak
I'm sorry that I failed you
You deserve better than me
(So mama when I die)
Hi mom, it's me (Please hold in your cry)
I just wanted to call and say I love you (Just know that when I'm gone)
And I know that that's random (I'll always be right by your side)
But I feel like I don't say it enough so here I am (And lover when I leave)
And I hope you are okay (I know that we don't speak)
Um, yeah, I love you mom (I'm sorry that I failed you)
Okay bye-bye (You deserve better than me)