memory garden

Music: Evelyn Franco/Dipanshu Sharma and Julia Cina Lest I forget, even if the world was so cruel to me I managed to come out okay As the worst came to shove, I refused to let it take me "At least I'm alive to see another day" I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?" those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart I'm just lying to myself, anyway But I've come so damn far, I just can't afford to die I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry but through my willpower, I made it out alive Hope, a funny word I hate, yet I cherish a fallacious savior for all to flourish but I don't believe in hope or maybe I'm just not ready to accept that I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?" those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart I'm just lying to myself, anyway But I've come so damn far I just can't afford to die I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry but through my willpower, I made it out alive I made it out alive I made it out alive I made it out alive I made it out alive ... (and although life was cruel) (you managed to keep on standing) (and despite everything) (It's still you.) (a stronger, more beautiful you.) (so don't give up.) (keep fighting) (because you will make it in the end) (and because I believe in you.)