Lyrics: Maëldan Wilmet
Music: Maëldan Wilmet
When I close my eyes I' m hunted
I wish I could forget
What I have ain' t close to what I wanted
Tormented by regrets
If I must die, then I wanna die as one of the greats
I wanna shine, give me a sign
But if you won' t help then get out of my face
Yuh I' m in the workshop, work, w-w-everyday
Just to save myself from my demons
I can see the raindrop, outside, it' s okay tho
I' m safe they' re locked in a prison
Wanna monument to myself
Wanna see the grammies all on my shelf
Yea I' m egotistical, wouldn' t you say
Tho the damage is critical, in a sense
Watch them be so pitiful, not ashamed
I don' t want a world where I could be the same
As them, they won' t understand how they' re fake
I won' t let it happen I swear by my name, yuh
And all without a goal
You were right, I should have known
Avoided me as if I caught a plague
Cause I' m the axeman in my game you just another player
You runnin' I' m the hunter you the prey
If I could I could push em all these f#ckers down the stairs
You were my brothers, you turned into traitors
You left me to die, you left me to be sorry
I gotta recover and make it to colours
The ghost of the past won' t let go once they catch me
I' m with the others now, I' m in their prayers
They said they want me to become their apprentice
I' ll be your jailer, the master no matter what
I may die I' m afflicted with illness
I got the knowledge boy, ima make it without goin' to college
I' m feelin' like carnage, boy you' re garbage
Mera no mi it' s like I' m in a furnace
I locate the target, I vanish
Blood on the carpet, emotions I banished
Put the body in the attic, I got it
Got me ecstatic, behaviours erratic
Arcane, blowin' up, sewers are my hometown
Got the shimmer I got it they got a man down
Insane, throwin' up, starin' at my playground
Zaun, I' m turning the b#tch into a ghost town
All of the years of livin' turned me cynical
(for a good part of these I was invisible)
I don' t need a hook still I' m invincible
(f#ck it, too bad this a fantasy, fictional-)