I went to sleep at eight so Iād miss your call
And everything you hate I embody it all
Lack of confidence I still talk too loud
Can't read your texts, contacts falling out
And I still don't know what you mean when you say you don't know what you are or what you need
I fell asleep on the stairs after crying at the party wondering why aren't you there
You said you wish you were there too
Drinking with my friends at a basement show
Some Florida band
I just want to feel loved right now
Is that so hard to understand
Dormitory coffee stains, poetry on your hand
I still don't know what you mean when you say you don't know what you are or what you need
I fell asleep on the stairs after crying at the party wondering why aren't you there
There's a glutton in my bones and salt streaks in my head
I'm just begging for something good to say when my friends don't come back home
You're so scared now
Terrified you're all alone
You told your mom last week you're never coming home
You always leave so soon
you fell asleep on my bed
If I wake you up right now you'll forget your dreams again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again
Again and again
Again and again