Lyrics: G2/Chelsea Reject
Music: BIG BANANA
At the moment I’m just tryna survive
We’ll think about the next, when that moment arrives
For now I’m trying to keep my head on my shoulders like I ****ed up my spine
Keeping my balance, but I’m losing my mind
The hands of time
They keep poking my nerves
Praying day and night
You’d think I opened a church
But the devil always ready like he going to work
Inside my head, he gettin to me cause he trolling my worth
Staying positive don’t mean shit
When the bills keep piling in
When my pockets thin
It takes a toll on my confidence
What’s the point of saying cape diem
When the future’s never promised
And you never see your problems end
I used to pop a xan
Living life on 5 percent
Never knew that all it took was common sense
I paid my dues and paid my consequences
I’m just trying to survive like it’s an obligation
(DJ Zo instrumental)
Baby won’t you stay awhile
The world is crazy I know it can get a little wild
But things don’t seem that serious when I see you smile
So will you answer when I dial
Insecurities are eating me alive
But I just tell you that I’m tired
Maybe it’s the pride
Truthfully I don’t know what I’m doing right but I do hate the feeling being left
That’s why I act a certain style
Baby won’t you stay awhile
I’m with the flow, but I’m addicted to the fire
You the drug and I’m the spark to get us higher
We talking about desires
We gon’ talk like it’s already ours, right?
We can talk about the things we usually too afraid to say
So baby all we got is time just let me know if you are staying
Won’t you let me know
Won’t you let me grow
Won’t you hold me close and
Promise that you’ll never let me go
I can feel your presence even when I’m chillin all alone
Kinda different when the love that’s given is the love that’s shown
You the reason that my heart been beating like a metronome
beating like a metronome
beating like a metronome
I been going through some things
Getting harder to explain
So under horizon I been grinding just tryna do my thing
You show me silver lining
And you try to take away the pain
So even when it’s cloudy see the sunshine thru the rain rain rain
so even when it’s cloudy see the sunshine thru the rain rain
You make me feel okay yeah
Just pray for better days
Lessons after lessons
I think I’ll never learn but always thankful for the blessings
Staying present in the moment just to get the message
So it’s hard to wrap my head around it when the brain get messy
Vision hazy with emotions
I’m just coasting thru the time
Just hoping prayers will answered
And my faith is never broken
I got demons that is dormant
Waiting patient for their moment
While I’m breaking free out of the devil’s orbit
I’m swimming deeper as I dive in
Just to find some solitude within the silence
The world is my Atlantis see my tears smear
Thru this reality which I call my canvas
So **** the others how they paint us in
The tale of the underdog to a champion
Sleeping on me yo that’s too much ambient
My spirit is alive staying conscious till my pages end