Lyrics: DANIEL RITKAT YAKZUM/Jireh Jesse Jatson Music: DANIEL RITKAT YAKZUM/Jireh Jesse Jatson ‎Uh ‎All my life, all my life ‎I've been dreaming but I woke up ‎Gotta face my ‎Uh ‎I'm too paranoid these days ‎Feels like I've lost my way ‎And I'm out of patience ‎Feels like my life's in a ****ing maze ‎Feel my rage but I keep calm for the ones I love ‎But I'm distant, part of me missing, got a weird way of showing love ‎Now I ain't tryna make this conscious ‎But a lotta shit weighing on my conscious ‎Heart bleeding; what's all this shit? ‎My country's full of shit ‎Innocent ones just getting slain ‎And the government can but they won't protect us ‎**** ballots, I need me a bullet, my mind like Malcolm X's ‎So damn restless, moving reckless ‎Left and right, that's ambidextrous ‎Yeah we on that rap and trap ‎But I tell 'em I'm doing track and field ‎Went uni and I flipped more green than I flipped pages, that's on the real ‎Dark times but I pray we heal ‎Only us know how we feel uh ‎All these people wan try me but no no, they can't ‎All these issues wan dry me but no no, I'm wet ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Uh ‎Hit that trap, make a stack ‎Blow that cash twice as fast ‎Live for the bag, still I lag ‎Empty soul, feelings tapped ‎You ain't gotta know all that ‎Think I'm perfect? Swear it ain't all that ‎I be on my solo thinking I'm finna go loco ‎Swear this ain't no cap ‎I tell 'em I'm toxic but it's just obvious that it just makes them want me more ‎Mind like **** do you want me for? ‎No self-love, what you love me for? ‎All this spirit but I fail religion ‎Niggas out there shed blood for religion ‎I'm in my red, gold and green ‎But I still got a cross on me ‎I know that God been on my case ‎I can't even say when last I prayed ‎But a couple times I stopped and asked God to show me ways ‎Swear I feel ashamed but for real I try ‎Ain't no lie ‎But I ain't saying I feel justified ‎All my life ‎I've been dreaming but I woke up ‎Gotta face my strife ‎I'll do anything that I've got to do cause I ain't got time ‎Pray I don't lose my mind ‎Pray I don't lose my freedom ‎Or my soul; hope I keep it ‎Tired of dreaming, gotta live it ‎All these people wan try me but no no, they can't ‎All these issues wan dry me but no no, I'm wet ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Okay make I talk something, I fit only mute for coffin yeah ‎Make I grab something, penetrating the hole like cuff links yeah ‎This be sound doctrine ‎This be mic bursting ‎This be sand dusting, clean as soap, e no get washing yeah ‎Odogwu na baller ‎Odogwu na Burna ‎But senior Odogwu na Jesu Christi, mey dem turn up ‎Big boys at the back of the class, welcome to seniors' corner ‎Small demon wan follow me drag shoulder, dem never born am ‎No flex zone, they know better ‎My poem's Santa ‎Free for all my pleasure ‎I dey the game on G ‎I got the game on freeze ‎I got the game on ice ‎Shey all they mean the same thing? ‎Apollo na god of the eye? ‎I no dey lie but to God I dey try ‎I no fit deny, devil hates upgrade from i wey dey iPhone to uppercase I ‎Ankara dey Turkey ‎Kankara no dey fall till e stormy ‎Say the flow never reach Mogadishu ‎But Somalians don dey cry, where the tissue? ‎Issues ‎All these people wan try me but no no, they can't ‎All these issues wan dry me but no no, I'm wet ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear ‎Jah Jah no fit let me fall ‎When I call ‎Ball I swear