The view from up here is astounding
A gentle breeze blowing through my hair
And as I set foot from the mountain
I've started telling to myself that I've been waiting for too long
For a place that I can call home
And I've waited for so long
For a place I call my own
My utopia in my mind
Outside the wall is continuing to withdraw
And the Earth is spinning faster than before
But inside my hand there is a safe space now
Where I can feel anything that I want and what I want to know
Some things, they didn't change at all
That even then I know I am still here
Because life still does this thing
Where you can't help but stay
So lay me down so I can rest
And put a needle in my heart
I swear this won't be my grave at all
Just say "I won't be here no more"
I try to let go of it all
Because I finally found a place that's there for me
My utopia (ah, ah)
Then I was not afraid of dying
Until this day it never seemed to change
But as this artificial world has sprung to life
Now I just want to dissociate and stay delusional forever