Lyrics: Taigen Kawabe/Yuki Tsujii/Kohhei Matsuda/Monchan Monna Music: Taigen Kawabe/Yuki Tsujii/Kohhei Matsuda/Monchan Monna Even staring it from faraway Always faint before my eyes Forgetting things because it ’s nearby Always push away the love in front of me Pretending to be you Pretending to be hurt Meaning of tomorrow Still want to be alive? Pretending to cry Pretending to be schizoid Pretending to be able to love Still want to live in this world Even the body behind is faraway Always push away the heart in front of me Pretending to be rotten I don’t even notice Pretending to be a clown Still want to be alive? Pretending to be asleep Pretending to be someone else It will be the end with die I want to live in this world Pretending to be able to love Pretending to be hurt Meaning of tomorrow Still want to be alive?