getting older scares me to death

Music: Alexander Magnan/McCall Bliss/Michael Nuzzolo [Verse] Dear mom At 22 Did you feel lost When you finished school Or were you so excited?

By 29 Working 9-5 Did you feel alive Or did you hate your life? Wondering where the time went

[Pre-Chorus] Cause I’m older now Still haven’t figured out

[Chorus] Is this as good as it gets? Always just bored and depressed I'm hanging on by a thread Choking on my own medicine

Tattooed with all my regrets No good at playing pretend Heartbreak’s got me by the neck Getting older scares me to death [Verse] Hey dad Did you lose it all? Try to fill the void With cheap alcohol And bury your sorrows

Tell me how Did you fall off course Do you blame yourself? For the divorce That left us hollow

[Pre-Chorus] Cause you’re so much older now Tell me, have you figured out

[Chorus] Is this as good as it gets? Always just bored and depressed I'm hanging on by a thread Choking on my own medicine

Tattooed with all my regrets So sick of playing pretend Heartbreak’s got me by the neck Getting older scares me to death [Post-Chorus] Is this as good as it gets? Is this as good as it gets?

[Verse] Dear older me Hope you’re doing fine Did you find your way Take your own advice Right now I need a reminder

[Chorus] If this is as good as it gets Be grateful for every breath Good friends that still haven’t left A heart that’s beating in my chest

Tattooed with all my regrets Learning to love all of them So close to it all making sense but Getting older scares me to death

[Outro] Is this as good as it gets? Is this as good as it gets?