letters

i wish i could convey the feelings i have felt the striking light of my heavy broken heart the pieces of myself the memories i've held it all comes back to me like the cold in autumn how can i explain that April is just a fiction that i cannot remember the sweet sound of your voice oh did i screw it up? or am i freaking out? it would be nice to talk to you to put an end to this (...) so i will write a letter as a tribute to our romance and say the things that you'd expect to hear i just wish i could hand it to you let you know that i regret the way i acted when it was over but i'd rather keep quiet instead (spanish blabbering)